what's going on 

being captive of our fate 

we are compelled to creep

through the passage only left. 

but the means we are provided with,

tuned us to the frequency we oscillates. 

      for long,deeply you thought

      and precisely you outlined

      the conclusion you shared 

      brought me closer in your way.

guided by our learning and instinct,

i think we are maximizing our passion,

with least time wasting in showing our affection. 

      the action of ours might muddle us ,

      make us to ponder because 

      the fashion is rare and might 

      taste opportunistic in nature .

so sweet heart let us trust the sixth sense of ours. 

ours action is manifestation of the calculation

made by the subconscious minds of ours .

      neither interfering our independence ,

      nor expecting something great ,

      the  'going on'  might be seen as if,

      guided by lust and symbiotic in approach

but we know there is commitment ,

commitment of fighting tears and 

enhancing the cheers of soul ......  

                          prayer paid in endless rue 

every time in my prayer 

the only thing i asked 

the only thing i craved

is the sweetest and the cutest angel

in whose thought if drowned 

oh lord even you were denied  .

             my god being mortal am

             not able to to ignore who 

             are considerate  and  soft.

             being creator, how it is that

             my true prayer from every 

             parts of heart and soul  ,

             was not only neglected 

             but very contradictory 

             decision by you were taken.

you knew how enchanting 

how alofting, fascinating she was

she was the day dream 

she was the fantasy from where 

i gallop in the life you blessed .

she was the one whose presence 

was haven and hell was absence.

             despite you snatched and

             handed her to the hand 

             who can't even care  a 

             billionth as of me 

             i knew she wouldn't have been

             able to understand the feeling,

              the care the pinnacle of 

              eternal love endued in me .

              i knew she doesn't deserve me, my love

but by departing her from me 

you fostered endless hue and cry in me......